Family Ties

Bringing old, buried pain into awareness so it can be dealt with and resolved... you cannot heal what you're unable or unwilling to feel.

I may be forced to forgive and forget but never to love and care. I know I should but I just don't care about them. I was taught not to need them... I can't be expected to seek them now, at the end of time. Let's just do what we've always done: pretend it's just us and no one else in the world and let's be ok with it. Who needs them anyway? I've got everything and everyone I might need right here in this small town and a few others in the areas surronding it. I know I might at times fall captive to it, but I am trying my best to get out when I have to.

And yes, you may all call me cruel and heartless if it makes you feel better. I don't care.