Use me to Die

I don't care about myself anymore
This empty body feels no love
I will use them hard and cold
Until time speeds up the clock

I wish I had never come to this
But fate decided to take you away
And since you took my soul with you
I no longer feel, don't even dare

I don't know if I'll make it through
I was alive only with you
The darkness inside
is craving for
a victim to dance the night away
I'll take the blame for me
I'll let it rott and die inside of me
Come tonight,
you stranger one
and use me to die

What are feelings after all?
Needing someone more than your own soul
I entered darkness all alone
I'm so numb, I don't feel any cold

In a countdown beat I live each day
Passing time as busy as I can
It's unknown to me how long it will take
for me to spread my wings and meet my end

I don't know if I'll make it through
I was alive only with you
The darkness inside
is craving for
a victim to dance the night away
I'll take the blame for me
I'll let it rott and die inside of me
Come tonight,
you stranger one
and use me to die