Doing my Time

And so everything's come to this.

All the using, all the abusing I laid on others is returning to me, thrice as hard, as it should be.

I am doing my time. I am paying for the scars. I am no longer master, I've become the servant.


I must face this time of regret and shame, standing strong and learning the lesson until my efforts become like water and I'm able to drift into unconsciousness.


I see now all of the deceit laid upon my own actions. All the selfishness concealed, all the fears disguised... and I will succeed for I know I'm ten times more brave than you are.